Love, Tia / Qadeera Madyun (Aunt)
Mijo J.B. I'll never forget one time when I was living in Los Angeles I drove in to visit the family. I don't know how old you were but after my visit at your house I was gonna drive in to S.F. so your Dad asked if I could drop you off at Kung Fu class I think on Foothill. I remember you had on your little uniform and you were pretty fired up. The thing that I remember most was how proud I felt of you for learning this skill and how enthused you were. I also felt a sense being able to protect you at that age. Every time you rode in a car with me or I baby-sat you I felt I could protect you. I didn't see you much as a young adult. Taking care of your Abuelito changed my life. It was full time and consumed all of my energy. I really wanted and believed he would get well. Unless you went to his house or to family gatherings I didn't see much of anyone. You are greatly missed in so many ways. You are suppose to be here now with your cousins guiding them being someone they could talk to. I always tell Kareem how much you loved his name. Rasul and Fatir keep their memory of you playing basketball with them in your driveway and riding the motor scooter board. We also have one of your sketches of a really weird cartoon face you drew. It's framed but we haven't hung almost any of our frames yet. Long story one day I'll feel settled. Your abuelita always mentions you and Jacob when we go out. I take her out whenever I can and she clutches her necklace with your pictures and says "Mis muchachitos!" Then we always do the same thing we pause silently and seem to exhale a deep breath at the same time. It is extremely difficult. I will always Love you deeper than words can express. YOU are missed so missed in so many ways. Close
JB you always knew how to put a smile on my face i remember when a bunch of went to the movies and you came and sat next to me and said : " dang porsche you got some sexy elbow caps. " i didnt know if you were serious or not but we all laughed your prescence is always missed. your always loved and missed .
Angel Quote / Angelica Grover (Twinless Twin)
Make yourself familiar with the angels and behold them frequently in spirit; for without being seen, they are present with you. St. Francis De Sales
Thinking of you Sweet Angel / *Baby Eli Alvarez's Mommy* ~Monica~ (friend)Read >>
Thinking of you Sweet Angel / *Baby Eli Alvarez's Mommy* ~Monica~ (friend)
Linda, Thank you so much for the xmas card, It means a lot to me keeping my baby's memory alive. I am sorry about the loss of your beautiful son. Just know that one day you'll get to be with him again.
P.S.
I use to live in Hayward about five years ago. It is a beautiful place to live.
I think about you everyday. I know you ride to work with me and mom everyday. You send us signs like crazy and I love when you do that. Mom and I both bought a X-mas tree this year. Mom got a BIG tree and I got a little tree to put on my table next to your picture. I bought Rockband for Wii and Jaymian is hella good at the drums, I know if you were here you would get a kick out of it. Jaymian talks about you from time to time and gets excited when he finds a feather. He found this dirty feather one time and asked if he could pick it up and i told him that Uncle Dom Dom only sends clean feathers...lol...you know you wouldnt be sending us no dirty ass feathers lol...Jayshon has been dreaming alot and you are in his dreams, he thinks about you all the time and misses you very much.
Mom and I are going to be on the POMC committee and continue to go to the monthly meetings. The meetings are like therapy for me. People involved in this group understand what we are going through and i feel like we are helping them heal too by understanding them and what they are going through. I know Mom and I are going to do great things by being involved in POMC. I know your proud of us and we will continue to talk about you and keep your memory alive as long as we are still here completing our mission.
Oh yeah Jaymian starts swimming lessons again in January and he's getting good. I know you watch over him and protect him.
I passed my background for Deparment of Corrections and i go for my physical in January.So wish me luck! I'm excited! Hope i get something with in a year or so. Tell everyone over on the otherside that i said Whats Up and i love them and miss them very much. I know...I know I can tell them myself...lol...Well love you and miss you...talk to you sooner than later. Keep showing us signs. Love you,
I love the tribute you have made to your son. I do not know you, but share the same kind of loss as you. We lost our daughter on Fathers day, 2002. She left us a beautiful little grandson. Our children are angles in HEAVEN together, watching over us. GOD bless you and your family.
You did a wonderful job with this website... / POMC Member "Marcus" Read >>
You did a wonderful job with this website... / POMC Member "Marcus"
I am so sorry for your loss. As I went through the website tears just started silently rolling down. Your son reminds me of my son who was killed at age 22 on June 30, 2007.
Your music selection was so appropriate - thanks for sharing his life. As all POMC members are - you too are included in my prayers.
Sweet JB / Esther Lopez (Daughter of Ileana Vargas and Joseph connected by Angelfamilies )Read >>
Sweet JB / Esther Lopez (Daughter of Ileana Vargas and Joseph connected by Angelfamilies )
Sweet Jeremie God has you right in the Palm of his Hands
Mama Linda God knows your loving heart
My Angels
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It has been a while... / Tynette (sister #1 )Read >>
It has been a while... / Tynette (sister #1 )
It has been a while since I have been on your website, and as I am typing right now tears run down my face because sometimes it is just hard. I haven't cried over you in months,but today has taken its toll. I am grateful for this website just because I could vent, express how I feel and sometimes it just seems like your out of town and this is how we communicate. Like sending an e-mail. Today Bailey had a soccer game and they kicked ASS. Go Lavender Rubies!! Her number is eight (8) she says 'cause she's "GREAT". OKAY she is a little "CAUKY" 'YEAH' I know she get's it from the Quiming side. and yes I say it proudly!!!! I am sure your real proud. Shit I am!!
Dude when you see her I know you smile, like you did when she was a baby! I love those pics when you were holding here she reminded me of you when you were 6mos. You know she has the "SPOCK" ear.She asked me Moma how come it is pointy? I told her not to worry about it my ear and uncle JB's ear is the same way. She likes it when she hears that. She asked me today how old is Uncle JB. I told her your old ass is *22* .
Happy Birthday Little Brother and may the sunshine bright and the stars twinkle at night!!!!